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2007-09-08T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hey babes and Hunks , I know its been a long long time since I updated this blog , its a wonder how any of you still remember who I am or still remember that the blog exisits . Lately I've been pretty busy with school and all the stuff that going on in my life which doesn't really seem like much. It was the test season and everybody was really really busy , then it was the exam season that had everybody on tetherhooks and everybody was just hanging on for dear life and after what seemed like a million and one years school was fianally out , then well we started having our six weeks of break which I happen to be on but I get a shorted break then most on account that I start attachment soon , but I'm actually really exicited about the attachment and that reminds me that I have to get cracking soon so that I have myself all prepared to start work for real and get a taste of hospital life again . Don't get me wrong I don't think that this attachment is going to be as easy as the last and I feel that its going to take alot more energy out of me since I will be working longer hours than usual but I don't mind as long as I have an opptunity to learn and widen my own learning curve . The longer I study nursing , the longer the profession grows on you and I find that I have devloped certain habits professionally that I can't seem to throw away when I'm not in class and not at work . Sometimes I feel that I have become less feeling as a person and things that used to have a huge impact on me before , start to weight less and less on my mind and things that I used to think as important just seem trivial compared to the strength and miracle of Human life . I know that I am less excitable then before , although I'm looking forward to the attachment , I dread the feeling that I will return drained everyday with really nobody to turn to for support save a few people who I now know will always be a constant in my life and not flit in and out of my life as they please , sometimes I feel that I'm as dispensable as the next person , but I admit that sometimes I feel that I'n not as important but then there are other times I feel like the most loved persons in this world so its just realy hard to tell. I guess over my cross over journey into poly I have lost a few friends and I have gained a few friends Unwittingly but it doesn't mean that I'll forget the people who stood by me when I was down. Speaking of Old friends, we had a 2 charity gathering on wed and its was barrels of fun , even though there was only 10 people , theres realy something about seeing people that you used to go to school with and seeing Mr Raj again also made me smile , theres something about that man that's special , he is one of those people that will walk into your life , leave an impression that will follow you for the rest of your life , he told jokes and he made us laugh like he used to before , chel once said that he was the glue that kept us close and I think that it still applies to him now even after so long when we cease to only be teacher and student , though I feel horrible that he paid for the entire meal , I don't like that he insisted on paying but it was fun talking to him and teasing him , though I think I touched o n a aw spot , I being the complete idiot didn't notice that he had already broken up with his girlfriend so now ex girlfriend asked when they were getting married , thank goodness he didn't seem too pissed. I took a photo with him and chel which is shown above , I haven't reay been out much this sem break cause well I haven't really been in the mood to do much and I haven't really wanted to be around people I just wanted an enviorment in which I could de stress in peace and I aplogise if I offeneded anyone by rejecting their outing offers, but I have been so stressed up lately and I dread the idea of going back to school and facing all those people again , but I know what I must do and I will do it no matter what it takes. I have been out of the house a couple of times this break though to have dinner with Huilin and go out with Jabez who I mut aplogise to for being mean to that day when we went out for dinner I'm so sorry I was going through PMS and I didn't mean to make him feel bad and I'm glad you took the time out to go out with me and cheer me up and to Huilin its always wonderful to have dinner with you and sit on the deck of Pacific coffee and Just have drinks with you and chat. Its really late now and I probbably should be in bed , so on a fianal note I want to thank people who stil visit and please leave me a tag thanks to let me know you guys are stll reading , Oh and since I've become a lil cam whore I shall attach alot of pictures above to let you guys know that I'm still doing fine. So till the next entry people , remeber that I love you all and I'm always going to be here, Nights and sweet dreams .

With Love ,
Pet

2007-07-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

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2007-06-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

Heys people , today was my birthday and I'm going to spend the remaining hour or so blogging about it. Today was a nice I guess , I went to S.P for mass in the morning so that we could all pray for our exam results among other stuff and for the S.P people that wisdom to do all their papers cause they have all their papers carefully and properly and needless to say for us , pray with all sincerity that we did reasonably well for our papers. Well mass was great really , too bad not everybody turned up and oh what happened during mass was uber funny cause Father Chong asked aloy( can't spell his full name) aka the president of CYA to finish up the communal wine cause I think he poured too much or something and so aloy being the nice nice person he is finished the good port wine that we use for communion in no more than 3 gulps but oh guess what happened after that , in less than a span of 15 mins after he drank the wine his face became as red as ever and boy oh boy did he look drunk. we sure had alot of fun teasing him and his red face but he was a great sport about it all , haha pity I had to leave early tho cause well Huilin and su eng were well really hungry so I had to rush down there , but the CYA people were really realy nice about it . Oh and another person that was really really accomodating was lowell , how could anybody forget him , he put up will all the changes in the lunch schedule and really really tried his best to come as fast as he could when we changed the schedule for lunch today , oh ang guess what the silly boy left his Ez link card while he was topping up his funds and only realised it when he needed to flash his student card when we were going to pay the bill at Pizza hut but then again he was really really lucky when he found it again in the excat same slot at the excat same place where he left it . Well lunch with Huilin , su eng and Lowell was really really fun cause we took turns at jibing Lowell , I think I need to start saving up for huilin's present cause well she and Su Eng shared and gave me a very very prettified braclelet that is supposed to be one of its kind , its Pink with sakuras and to me its very very beautiful. After lunch Lowell left us girls to do all our gal stuf and shopping , Huilin was supposed to get a bag but we walked around P.S the whole aftnn and guess what we did not find anything that was suited to her taste and both me and Su eng got aches and pains at different parts of the body , mine was at the feet cause well silly me again , cause well I choose a very inapproriate day to break in my new pair of shoes , ended up with blisters and very swolen feet but it was nice to hang out wiht those too good shopping buddies which leads me to my longing thoughts about a dress that I saw at outfitter girls , it was sheer and V necked at both ends and on sale and took all my will power to resist buying it. I came home and napped for awhile cause I was so so tired which caused me to be late for my dinner with Jabz at Amk central , we had Sub way and chatted and he also gave me the most adprable bday present , cutie pie bear that says happy Birthday from me to you, it wasreally nice of himt o take out the time to accompany me for my birthday. Later , cause my dad was so nice and at my request bought me the most goegoeus birthday cake, It was chocolate and had the best decorations ever , I Love my DAD cause he always tries to give me the best , we went to my grandmother's house to cut the cake but that didn't go so well but I collected red packets and I spent time with my grandmother cause she is Just the best and I miss spending time with her ona regular basis and she was quite upset that she forgot to prepare anything for my bday, but I don't mind I just want her to be well and happy . I also want to thank my unclefor specially taking the time to call and wish me happy birthday. The only things I regret today is that my younger brother cannot be here to ceebrate with me cause he is at camp and I hope that he is alright that I worry for that boy all the time and that Chel coulden't celebrate my birthday with me cause of her busy schedule but no worries that we will celebrate when they have more time or get back . On a final note , I want to thank all the people that took al the time to message me at the stroke of midnight and the we hours of the morning yesterday and early in the morning esp Ben, Yihao and mcm cause you guys are the best and HUILIN sweety ure super cause yu were the first to message me and wish me in advance , I LOVE U ALL and chel thanks for the shoutout...thanks people..tata

2007-06-09T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hey people , long time no chat , for people that still bother to check back to my blog every once in awhile ,thanks for showing that you care enough to check well even though you know that the chances of my having updated is close to zero. I've been rather busy this entire half a month , between the various projects that were due and the preparation for the common test I was too busy to even take a breather , so to all the people there that assume that poly people are very very free and that nurses are dumb and don't have much studying to do please revise your thinking . I've been way too busy tearing my hair out trying to prepare for common test , I don't think I've ever been so hardworking in my life , throughout this entire 2 weeks i believe that I have done more than a 100 hours of studying just to prepare for commons , I dread to think what it would be like when I actually have to prepare for an exam , maybe I should try to start preparing for the exam earlier that sort of stuff saves me from trying to cram up all in the infomation in the short time span they give us to study. Speaking of studying , I need to give a big shoutout to lowell cause he needs a lil encouragement cause the LAZY ASS thinks that this is still secondary school and that he can pass with one eye closed but I feel that I need to keep reminding him that he already in pre-u and that he needs to work hard if he wants to dream of doing anything good in the future. Poly seems to be getting better for me , atleast I'm not so much of a stranger to everybody in my class , I've sorta found friends in the class and we hang out together , but I feel really blessed cause even though I've been able to make new friends , I haven't forgotten the old ones , ever since going to poly me and chel have been spending good quality time which is just great cause even though I've made new friends , its not the same as being around chel and everybody else that has known me for almost a decade , cause around them I'm comfortable and I don't need to be anything other than myself and they will still accpect me for who I am weirdness and all. I miss secondary school days sometimes mainly cause I miss having Chel a flight of stairs down from me , I miss having Huilin being in the class next to me and swapping gossip with her over recess and having coffee with her ( but luckily we still keep in contact , going out with her soon xp ). Poly has changed me in alot of ways too , I've become a little more confident I think , more enthu about alot more stuff , still not to fond of camps but I'm working one it , haha ...well recently I volunteered to become a bay ambassador which is just another pretty name for Usher but altleast I get to usher the VIPS XDDD.....I bet all of you just have your mouths hanging out in wide open shock cause the pet you knew would never voluntarily put herself in such a position. Well I know I can manage , I haven't really been having alot of CCAs Cause well we were not able to have much activities cause well really its been the secondary and Primary school holidays so there hasnt really been much mentoring or rather I think we have to mentor the kids during Non term time which I find abit sad but oh well and as for CYA we're stopped meeting cause well it was near the commons but we will prolly start again after school starts. I'm going to be on attachment soon again but I promise that I shall try to update as much cause well I'm having me break but even so I don't think that I can update everyday cause well I'll still have to go back to school for project meetings and stuff like that PLUS PLUS its my bday month and I get to become 17 officially on the 18th of June so everybody say YAY for me . Today I attended the most georgeous wedding even though it wasnt the most organised , it was my cousin wedding , He and his new wife have been together for 18 yrs now , one would shudder to think at how many trials and tribulations that they have gone through all the years, yet I think its so beautiful when 2 people can come together and tie the knot and promise to have to and to love and have each other for the rest of their life, she was the glowing bride and he was every bit the charming groom, oh and the other upside of going to the wedding for me was that I got to see very very hot fighter pilots , but seriously after attending the ceremony , I started to wonder if I will ever find a guy that wll treasure me as much as my cousin treasures hid wife , as much as my grandfather cherished my granmum even though he never showed it that much, as much as my dad treasures my mum , wisdom assures me that I will and that I just have to trust in god . I really do need a special someone to come along and show me that I am special and important to him though I doubt I will meetanybody that way anytime soon. I think that this has been a long enough post so I shall let everybody off and kill you by making hte post any longer. With hugs and kisses pet

2007-05-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

Oh mans people its been eons and eons since I've blogged and 'm not even sure people are still reading my blog because honestly I feel that it has been way way to long and people must have gotten fed up or something. This is my first actul entry from my laptop since well I kinda have been to busy to post or anything , I remember the last time I left of at how I don't feel at home with all my classmates , well guess what people I still don't feel at home with them cause like I said the last time we belong to 2 different worlds , However I am now able to tell apart the people that are really interested in getting through the course on one piece and I feel that if I work harder and make the effort to get along with them , I should do just fine for Nursing as a whole. My heart aches so badly today , want to know why ?
I shall be obliging and tell you why , I spent a grand total of $4o on very very seriously ugly looking shoes , I know they are suppsoed to be comfortable nursing shoes and all but do they really have to make them so ugly ? Oh wells , maybe I should update everbody about my life in poly , Its the end of week 5 and in 3 weeks it will be common test week , which means that in the next 2 weeks there are going to be alot of exams and mock quizes to get us ready for the common tests. Whoever said that Nursing was for stupid people are dumbo cause the more I do it the more I realise that the job requires a 200% PASSION and 100% PATIENCE and CONCENTRATION , so when you're needed to do all 3 together at the same time it becomes very stressful and way tiring . Not that stress isn't good but in my case I suspect that I'm under-going too much stress cause I've already been late for 3 weeks which is usually not a very good sign. Just to let people know for curosity sake or for people that care , I actually bothered to join a CCA , two actually , CYA ( Catholic Youth Apstolate) and BP-NP mentoring scheme which is basically giving guidance to young primary school children at risk , IN SHORT I am now somebody's Moral Compass , Don't know if that is a very reassuring fact anot but really I should stop swearing so much least I slip up infornt of my Mentees. I hope I can cope with my work and my extra commitments because all the people in both my CCAs are nice people and I sincerly hope for the opptunity in getting to know them better and working with them. I think i'm almost stressing myself to the point of burnout cause I was so tired yesterday that I actualy feel into deepression and I ended up not going to mass even though I was early for it , I ended up sitting outside with daryl and Mc and just chatting , oh and I was in quite a bad mood so I was a lil rude to aloyious who happens to be the president of CYA when I saw him in church , apparently we were both not in the best of moods , so you can imagine that the discourse did not turn out very veryy well must have ended up agravating him even more , but being with Mc and Daryl helped life my sprirts , there is something about spending time with old friends that make all the problems seem to go away even if it's just for a little while , to be as honest as possible , skipping church yesterday weighs way too much on my concious possibly also because I know I let my parents down cause they trusted me enough to let me go to church alone but I let them down instead . Even though there are a thousand things that I want to say here , I know I Shoulden't and I Can't now cause the Meds are kicking in ( I'm sick again , this is the 2nd time in 2 weeks =( ] , I also need to wake up early so that why I need to go sleep now , so this is it for today . Til the next time my darlings

2007-04-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hellos everybody , I know i haven't updated in awhile cause I havent't really had the energy . Poly is turning out to be more tiring than i thought it would be . My nusing textbooks weigh and cost a ton. Its really only the first week of school and I'm already almost dying of fatigue, the assignments are piling in , like hellos as if freshies don't have enough to deal with already , i was almost late very day of the week this week , thankg goodness the syste doesnt kick in until god knows when but still I must try to be early for lessons , another thing about poly is that I miss having my best friend one floor away , now she is likes miles and miles away . Its not that I'm not making friends in poly but sometimes just miss the old times when everybody could hang out with each other whenever they wanted and they din have to cross check with their schedules first , my classmates arent the greatest influence to be aroung I mean not to be mean or anything , there really isnt much positive things to say about them. I already have a feeling that I might not have much in common with the majority of them. To me its like I try my best to get along with them cause I know I have to get along with them or else it is going to be hard to get any work done , the way I see it there are only two ways this thing can pan out either I realise that i was really wrong about them or I just grow further and further apart from them , I know this sounds terrible , but I'm really not comfortable being around some of them because I think I can feel that they are different from me and that's why I don't want to get too close. Maybe as time goes by , I'l learn to treat people better and maybe I'll learn to work and accpect them , respect them. Not being very christlike , I know but I honestly can't help it . Oh and mentioning Christlike ,I joined the CYA cca and the mentorship thing in school , people in the CYA are nice so are the mentoring people but I honestly don't know much of my mentoring thing yet cause well it was just the handing over ceremony , and I did not met that much people but I made friends with the girl that sat next to me , been rather depressed lately , maybe its just the whole stress of being in a hew envroment and not having much familiar faces to ease the burdens hurt. but to look on the bright side of things I'm starting to cultivate a passion for my job in the future , and I feel that I'm going to have a great future , for people that read my blog on a regular basis please don't be mad at me for not updating regularly. I'm really tired and not in the mood to update anymore....till next time pple ... I love you all....

2007-04-07T18:07:00.000+08:00

Hey people , whats up...I know I haven't been updating in a long long time , well have a couple of good reasons for it tho , I mean who can stand to post about the mundane daily rituals that one goes through but you guys have to forgive me cause now i'm blogging to make it up to all you people and tell you whats been up in my life. I was at camp from Monday to Thursday this week and its one of the few camps that I really really enjoyed and I really did meet alot of people that were super nice and super great people, too bad i don't have pictures cause I'm still waiting on someone to send them to me , thats the prob with not having your own camera , you have to rely on people... After camp i realised how much attending this camp has made me see what a nice person I really am ( Sounds abit BHB I know ). Well I had a great group really , the guys were great and really enthu about everything , ok maybe not everything , one the second day of camp we played dirty games , the first game being butter hill , which required abit of stripping on the guy's part , and I must say they were all qute GUNG about it , oh plus i saw somebody with a really nice pair of abs but I shan't name him online in case I embarass him. Even though I had so much fun at camp , there was still a part of me that missed home and now I definately appreciate being able to bathe alone , haha when we were at camp cause there was so many girls and only 10 cubicles , all the girls had to bathe in groups of 3 to 5. It was quite embarassing to strip down at first in front of total strangers but in the end really we all wanted to be clean more than anything else after a hard day of activities , so we just stripped and showered , showering was really like a maraton cause they GLs keep knocking on the bathroom door to make people come out faster even tho theres so many of us and really you just got in..... I think the boys on the otherhand got it easier even though they had to bathe in pairs atleast there was nobody hounding up their asses and banging on doors. I also found out that PETRINA ANITA ANTHONY is a BIG BIG FRAIDY CAT , haha she screamed the loudest when she got scared during her nightwalk , though most of the walk wasnt all that scary and all the side effects were kinda obvious but went she saw two hooded figures comming at her in a darkened toilet even though she knew they were human she still screamed till her lungs almost gave way... see I'm not all that fearless. OH and they fed us way too much during camp , I threw away most of my food for lunch and dinner and I was still quite full jus on breakfast and supper , it really scary , hopefully I lost weight too but like I said I had very nice guy grp mates who helped me finish my food on occasion but most of the time I threw it away . This was kinda the first camp in many many camps that I wass so enthu about , one of the few where I really felt bonded to the people , I don't know if they felt the same about me but I liked them all well most of them , I was so enthu that I cheered myself into having a sore throat and a cough and a lil fever but I felt all this was super worth it , I met so many people and learnt and did so many things that I thought a fat girl like me wouldn't do and I would do these things again in a heartbeat like dacing like crazy on camp Hopnite and dacing with a total and complete stranger for some mass dance but Like I reiterate IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH IT . Oh and I totally heart Wisdom cause he was no nice and gave me cap when I said it was really really hot. total nice guys.. I shall Leave you with a pic for Dago 2... Sayonara

2007-03-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

I'm so stressed and I'm way way too tired and haven't like really been in the mood to blog or I have been rather Caught up , So caught up in fact that I completely that Tmr is my lil bro bday , the only reason I now know that it is gng to be his birthday tmr is because he walked into my room demanding to know what I got him for his birthday and thats when I realised that I've been too busy to even remember thats its my brother's birthday which totally makes me a horrible sister atleast thats what it feels like in my book...the poor boy. I went for my medical check up today , I think its the first time I literally had to pee in a plastic cup, u'd think that they would actually have good lab bottles , oh wells but almost everything with my check up was fine but according to the the doctor I had abit of white blood cells in my Urine , so now I'm waiting for my blood work to come back to show that I have a clean bill of health...Taking the blood was a pain for me cause the way that the doc started to draw blood , it hurt like hell and really the doctor made me jittery so I guess thats why it hurt all the much more. I'm so tired lately and I don't really feel like doing alot and all the things are suddenly like pilling infront of me for admissions and I'm glad I got most things out of the things on the list almost done but I swear to god its still alot. These days one of the few reasons I'm sane is cause Ben keeps talking to me and keeping me company but sometimes I feel really bad that I need to bug him , even though he says its fine but really I still feel that I am an intruder in his life sometimes , he really is a darling come to think of it. Ok I'm starting to babble so I shall go off..tatas

2007-03-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

I'm super super tired but since I haven't blogged in a couple of days , not that anyone cares really but since I have nothing better else to do I might as well blog right. Its been a busy couple of days , I've been going out practically everyday , why Am I so "In demand " this week ? I went Out on tue with Jabz to Ang Mo Kio Hub cause he claimed he needed to get something for his mother but since we both coulden't find it we decided to call it quits and not bother about getting it , we ended up walking around , then having lunch and later Ice cream at Anderson Of Denmark , Jabz was ever so nice to pay for Ice cream. Then , today I went out for lunch with my Mum's favorite among all my potential boyfriends , we had lunch but I had to leave early cause I had to meet Huilin for lunch and he was ever so obliging about it but I really suspect its because he had somewhere else to go too and also we don't really consider each other Bf and Gf Potential , maybe we have the potential to be friends but really nothing more , we get along but as of yet there are no sparks . So he dropped me off at kovan , then later when I met Huilin and Her ex(cause I don't really know the new dynamics of her relationship with him but I assume they are planning to be friends) at kovan , I realised that I had just walked into the middle of world war three , you could just feel the tension and cut it with a knife , she wanted him to watch the movie with us but apparently , he had other plans and she wasn't too happy about that so like yea by the mc came and we left to watch the movie she was ready to explode. I guess this is the place where I mention that A CEREMIC BASIN DROPPED ON HUILIN'S LEG WHILE SHE WAS AT HER EX's HOUSE YESTERDAY . Even thought at first I thought that it was rather hilarious but then seeing the poor girl in so much pain makes me feel bad for her , must be horrible to have to walk around with 3 stiches in your leg and she was super self concious about the way people were looking at her because she thought that alot of people were looking at her inapproriate footwear , really I mean who cares , so long as it doesn't make her legs worse. Music And Lyrics wasn't as good as I'd though it would be , kinda Anti- Climaxual if you as me but then again there are really a couple of good laughs but at the beginning of the movie , I was really pissed cause well there were people who brought their kids to the movie and DID NOT DO ANYTHING when their kids started hollering during the first 10 mins of the movie , I assure you it irritated many of us who were actually trying to watch the movie . Please do not get me wrong , its not that I'm no tin favour of family Bonding activities but really children must be taught that proper behavior before they are brought put in public r at very least taught Discipline and their parents of difficult kids should have the consideration to take their kids out of the place when their kids start kicking up a fuss so that they will not inconvenience other people and make a spectacle of themselves. Haha I think we should change the topic , I offered to bake for Ben to thank him for being so super nice and letting me bug him.....Hrmm I wonder whats his favorite flavour ? Oh....and I'm baking for jabz too.....Haha I'm too tired and sleep bug is getting to me so I shall say Sayonara....

2007-03-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

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2007-03-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

Its been a couple of days since I last blogged , well guess what people , the postings are OUT and guess what , PETRINA ANITA ANTHONY is going to be NURSE when she grows up , the results were a little unexpected because I really never thought of becomming a nurse my entire life until recently and it seemed like a good idea to put it down as one of my options since its such a versitile profession and would open alot of door for me . I'm not as upset as I thought I would be and no I'm not planning to appeal , I mean its a noble profession too rights so I can suck it up and be the best nurse I can be . I hope I get through Poly life ok , I know there are way way too many stereotypes about People going to Nursing , many said its cause their too dumb to go anywhere , SO for all you people that think that way I shall Inform you that I am not DUMB as you plainly put it and also I got way above 20 for my O levels so its was actually a collective choice that I made to enter into the nursing profession , oh and people you might want to consider being nice to me , I mean for the obvious reasons you never know when your going to need to be in a hospital and maybe when that day comes for you , you'll never know whose going to be your Nurse xp....I have to go for a physical examination soon , I mean like I need to pass this exam so that I can actually be a nurse ,which is quite saddening but I'm sure that I should pass the examination . I haven't quite decided what branch of nursing that I want to be in but I'm quite sure that i want to carry on and do my degree either in Nursing or hopefully if I'm really smart enough I can go to NUS and study either Medicine or dentistry. well at first I was kinda afarid that I needed to be in uniform everyday for lessons but after reading everything I realised that I don't have to be so its all cool , I still get my shopping spree and I'll probbably still get a laptop of my own .
well alot of former secondary school friends that I know are studying In many different polys and JCs. The only person that I know who are in going to Ngee Ann Poly is like chel and she's like way way far away from me as in her school building that is , but lucky girl she gets to be in the same building as her boyfriend. Oh yea and speaking of being kept company , I'm way way greatful to ben cause he has been super nice and replying my messages when I'm uber uber bored and trust me these days I'm usually very very bored and hopefully he doesn't get annoyed at me soon cause he is way too nice. Looks like I won't get to watch the movies that I want to watch le cause Jabz coulden't make it again , which is really so saddening , but I don't really blame him , I guess he is really busy too and has no time for His sis which is kinda saddening if you asked me but he promised me a meal to make up for it so i guess I should stop harping about it already, really starting to wonder when I'm going to meet a guy that can keep h is promises. well my boyfriend list got mixed reactions but as experts say its better to list down what you want than what you don't want. I'm really starting to wonder at the use of public pools and are they really public cause today I went to the pool and it was completely booked to capacity by various secondary schools and all at the same timeslot and sometimes it really gets annoying cause most of the lanes are filled with competition teams that are just training and then the rest of the lanes are then filled with private instructors and their classes , how do they expect members of the public like such as myself to get a decent swim , I mean like really. Haha I think that enough of ranting for one day so till the nex time , cya people...

2007-03-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hellos everybody , If you happen to want to tag later please please go to the tag boards and say hi to the person name flood , cause that my new in house spammer so must give him a warm warm welcome since it seems he wants to be a fixture on my tag boards. Haha ok as promised I think I am ready to show you the list of qualities I want in a boyfriend , bear with me cause its going to be a long long long list ok. Just before I start of this list in no way represents the girls of my generation and no it cannot be publicly reproduced or anything under any circumstances , least some adult stumbles upon it and decides to use the list as a representation of my generation , thus turning me into some teenage star ( highly unlikely , but I shall not take the chance , since anythinh is possible in this crazy world ) . My list is not in order of preferance , they are just rants of an odd teenage girl ....so here goes my bf list.............

He must be an intellegent guy , capable of witty conversation.
He must be pleasent looking , doesn't have to be drop dead georgeous but clean shaven and neat .
Must be undersatnding and sympathetic towards my personal and religious beliefs and not critsize them no matter what . Meaning he does not have to believe in god but he must not try to impose his thoughts on me .
Must be more than older than me but less than 4 yrs older.
Must be patient with me because sometimes I'm a little slow at grasping concepts.
Must not be stingy with his time , not that I need him to be around me every avaliable minute but I just need to sense that he care for me .
Must not get fustrated when I plague him with my problems.
If possible , Hopefully he and I will share the same moral concepts and beliefs.
Must not be a MAMA'S BOY , not that I want a guy that rebels against his parents and family constantly but I need someone with his own thoughts and feelings and someone that is not afarid to act upon what he deems necessary and is not afarid to incur the displeasure of his family for his gut.
He needs to have a definitive focus on his schoolwork and have a clear goal for his future. Not that it because I'm definately going to end up marrying the guy in the end but I find it motivational to be around such people.
He must be open to new ideas and willing to try things.
He doesn't have to be overtly romantic but romantic gestures once awhile would be greatly appreciated.
He has to be taller than me by atleast one and a half heads cause I'm really short.
Must be able to communicate his feelings to me and be able to listen to my feelings.
Being able to agree to disagree when we are of different opinions.
Must have a thing for showing affection and not afarid when it comes to public displays of affections . I'm real big on the hugs and kisses .
Must respect me as an equal , and respect my body and not force or attempt to coherce me into doing things that he knows I don't want to do.
Accord me the respect of being his girlfriend and be unembarassed to introduce me to his friends , similarly so will I accord him the respect of being my boyfriend and introduce him to my friends.
Needs to remember important promises that he makes to me and not make me sad by breaking them.
Hopefully , its someone that likes having kids around cause I adore kids.
He needs to be fianacially stable in a way cause everybody that knows me will know that I am a huge spender and fussy eater , even if he doesn't want to pay for my half , he shoulden't expect me to always pick up the tab.
He needs to know what he is getting into before he considers getting into a relationship with me because I know I'm not the easiest person to handle nor am I the most beautiful person in the world and I can be unreasonable at times.
Would love to have a boyfriend that enjoys reading books for once and hopefully he will be able to play a musical instrument.
I would love to hear somebody play Jian Jian Dan Dan on the piano for me.
He must be understanding , kind and have compassion for others.
Must be well mannered and able to interact with my family , cause I think I will definatly have to bring him home sometimes.
Must have a sense of humour and know how to take a joke .
Must be able to control his temper and think with a calm and collected head even when provoked.I shall clarify I don't expect him to be a saint all the time , I just need him to stay in control and make good decsions and not get himself hurt.
He doesn't have to like my friends but he has to atleast be civil to them and he has to accpect the fact that I do have alot of other guy friends and that I am close to and has to trust that I that I will stay true to him and I on the other hand will trust him when he is out with his friends that are girls.
Most Importantly I think He must love me and take me for who I am and not try to change me .

2007-02-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hellos everybody , I haven't really been in the mood to blog lately , I gave a half hearted attempt on sunday but that post turned out to be a disaster and it turned out to be more dreary than most of my post so I ended up not caring that it coulden't be posted anyway . Haha anyway enough of the unimportant chatter , I had lunch with my parents and brother on sunday and it was really really , we haven't had together as just one family in a long long time so it was great , we had lunch at Sticky rice in Serangoon Gardens , the food is not bad but I still like That express better but that also could be cause I'm more used the taste of the food at Thai Express so hence my preferance but i think i would reccommend it to people cause their desserts especially is really really heavenly. Speaking about food , chel and me met for lunch at pizza hut yesterday because I had a funny desire to eat pizza or rather to taste the melted cheese on Pizza , recently I seem to not get enough of melted cheese cause it just taste so so yummy , Its going to be a whole week of hell for me because i think its PMS week so I can't seem to stop having craving that will fatten me up if i neglect to exercise , which reminds me of what we had yesterday , we had the most delicious tea at Delifrance , I think it was hot chocolate sauce stuffed in cake ( the french name sounds more romantic I assure you) , I started craving for chocolate after my very cheesy lunch ( I swear I can envision a few of you cocking your eyebrows at me now ) but I swear this is totally not really my fault I can't help if I crave really . Lets move away from the topic of food shall we before pet starts salvating all over ( Imagine pet in a pool of her own drool ) . The impossible is happening to my best friend , SHE IS BECOMMING FEMININE , yesterday after lunch we went to This Fashion for a look see and she started picking out Dresses with flowers on them , Granted that al the dresses she picked out were either black and white or dark colours but really I think this is a HUGE HUGE improvenment from when she looked at a dress and went that dresses were for sissys really and she now likes lacey underwear which is really cute , i was contemplating getting her Lacey underwear but as I found out yesterday she is really really fussy so if I ever ever get her underwear I shall just bring her along so she can choose whatever she likes lest i go splurge on underwear for and she doesnt like it. I have been thinking long and hard lately and I have actually managed to think up a list of qualities that I want in my next boyfriend and its quite a long long list maybe one of these days I shall dedicate an entirre entry on what I want in a boyfriend but honestly, from my heart I don't think I shall ever be able to find a guy that embodies all the qualities I have on the list but it hurt to hope soI shall post up the list anyway. Hahha I think I have said a long long piece today so I shall sign off and go look for My TYSes For my junior as promised , though the chances of finding anything is so very slim since I think I disposed most of the things that I used for O levels but i shall try nonetheless , so till the next time I update ...TATA

2007-02-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

I fianally am in the mood to blog today . For those of you that have bothered to check in with the blog you would have realised that I have changed the blog song again , its to show my admiration for the dixie chicks and their passion and their courage to speak up and stand up for what they think , don't get me wrong I'm not encouraging people to to critisize their heads of state but I think that in this day and age we allow the voices of the outside to intimidate us into swallowing our opinions on what we really think or take our away courage to stand up for what is right . The title of this song is called "I'm not ready to make nice " . I think the lyrics make sense, it is a really sad world and really filled with hate and its really hard for me to understand what motivates another person to hate another so much . Which brings me to my next conversation topic , theres this person "bb" that keeps spamming huilin and her boyfriends blog , I mean you have to be a pretty sad person to go spam somebody blog at the stroke of midnight on valentine's day no less and keep harassing the both of them , and the reason that I"m blogging bout this person is not to give her the attention she/he(I would like to assume that the person is a she but at this stage I'm not going to take any chances) so craves but really to tell her to stop harassing Huilin .
(TO BB if I happen to have the misfortune of knowing u ) leaving threatening comments on her tag board doesnt make anybody scared least of all her , like I mean haven't you heard that its the empty and broken vessels that make the most noise and if you really had guts you would tell her straight to her face instead of choosing the most cowadice method and harassing her , a couple of more times and people might think that your actually stalking her cause you seem to think that you know so much about her which is bullshit by the way cause you know NOTHING about her. Btw " bb" if I were you I would disappear because really everybody that has ventured upon Huilin tagboard thinks you are a joke , I mean we keep cracking jokes about you and you keep giving us new things to Insult you with and i don't think your in any position to call Huilin a whore seeing as you yourself got called a "little cunt"(I don't usually use such language so girls unless u happen to be "bb" please don't get offended by it and I noe its vulgar so I aplogise if any of you get offeneded) by another guy oh and if you happen to be a guy then you're just sick and need help , if you leave u're real name I will be nice an leave you the name of my Shrink . oh and on a fianal note to the "bb" person , calling me a "Fatass" and and " idiot" ain't going to cut it cause I have too much self esteem so it ain't going to scare me , which shows you really don't know me , I'm protective when it comes to good friends and best friends , Nobody messes with my friends and expects me to leave it alone .
Hahas ok people I have kindly spent enough time and space blogging to and about trash so i shall move onto something else , If you guys havent caught the move " Ghost rider " yet, I strongly suggest that you guys do cause its really a nice movie abit creepy for me but nice really , I really wanted to watch "Norbit" or letters from "Letters from Iwo Jima" but really coulden't cause I was watching the movie with my brother and I don't think for the life of me that I stood a chance at smuggling him into the movie at all cause he just doesnt look 16 (not that he isnt hot ) but just not quite the sixteenish kinda hot yet(Not Incest) but I bet he will be soon and I can't wait till then to screen all his potential girlfriends. I know it sounds a little crazy and over sisterly but I'm really close to my brother and sometimes i feel that I practically raised him while my parents were away on business trips so I understand him the best when it comes to alot of things and I sometimes can't help worrying about him because he has a temper control problem and I hope he grows up being more tolerent and I am deathly afarid that he will fall into the wrong company and do something bad just because he is very impressionable and listens to people easily and I pray that does not happen every single day. OMG I just realised that I sounded very motherhenish but honestly , I'm just a big sister that cares for her brother more than anything in the world and she hopes he turns out alrights. I think I'm done for today so till next time people .

2007-02-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

Hellos people....I'm bored and thats the reason I'm updating in the middle of chinese new year , and if u happen to stumble on this then it also means that you guys are also not very much during CNy or you all simply don't celebrate chinese New year .Right now I'm updating from my cousin laptop while the whole bunch of us are congregated at my uncle's hse doing various things . yesterday I spent the entire morning and afternnon shopping with my god bro for his chinese new year clothes at vivo and waited at page one while he was getting his haircut then had to endure him grumbling about how expensive it was to cut his hair on the eve of chinese new year ,then I went home and started a random conversation with various people on Msn then I thot that I wld just take a little shut eye but in the end I ended up sleeping for like a long long time then when I woke up I realised that i was SUPER LATE for for my drink date with a friend and then so I had to rush over like crazy , haha luckily
we live so close to each other . So after we got a couple of drinks , we decided that we need to go for a dip in his hotube ( dun get funny ideas , nothing happenend) after awhile i decided that i needed to get home . So sway....yesterday just before the start of the chinese new year my dad and my uncle got into a fist fight , like I was very upset cause I knew that if they didn't make up then I would have a hard time going over and visting my grandmum but luckily my grandmum made up with my dad but i think the relationship between my dad and my uncle are damaged for good or more or likely for a long time to come . Although I was super upset but it made me realise something that I had good friends that were willing to comfort me for real and those that were only paying me Lip service. Haha to mention something before I go i took a pic of my dear god bro in a rabbit suit thanks to the amazing frames ....well I just got my cue that I'm going ....YAY ...talk to you all soon ....

Love ,
pet

2007-02-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hellos people , today has been a super busy day , I'm super tired after a whole day of shopping with my mother , can you believe it , she took 2 entire days of leave just to bring me and my brother out shopping , in the end it was jus me because she forgot that My bro needed to go to school today . I wasnt intending to go out today , I intended to spend a lazy day at home since well I woke up pretty late like around 12 plus but since my mum was so nice as to date me out , Hey who am i to refuse a date out with my mum right . I really really want to go out swimming tommrow or else I will feel really guilty cause I would have only gone ONCE this whole entire week and it will weight heavily on my consience throughout chinese new year if I don't go atleast one more time once before but quite honestly I think I won't be able to go because apparently I have to go to Vivo tommrow to pick up my jeans from forever 21 , which is really troublesome because the jeans were sent for alteration like 2 weeks ago and was supposed to have been done within the week but really I havent gotten it cause apparently it not done being altered which is really insane cause that leaves me 2 days and if its not done by tommrow the people there will get a HUGE piece of my mind cause really I'm already quite agitated by the delay . Yesterday was valentine's day , it was really kinda depressing for me cause I was kind of alone for the whole day , I had a lunch date with chel , both of us went to have Ice cream then we went to Vivo so i could go and check up on my jeans and then we went around looking at clothes , Looking being the operative word cause Chel is just really really tiny and sometimes even the smallest sizes don't fit her and i think the most amusing part of the whole window shopping trip with chel was the fact that we ended up picking out clothes from the children's department at Zara because nothing in the women's department fir her her everything was so big on her but she did look really nice in that dress from esprit cept that it was a lil too long for her. Haha well I ended up promising gary that I would have dinner with him so i ended up walking around alot more with chel even tho Norman was already there and I feel super bad cause I felt like the biggest lightbulb tween the 2 of them but the both of them were really really nice bout it so I must say THANK YOU GUYS........Hahaha despite having left school for more then 4 mnths , gary will always be gary and he was jus hilarious during dinner yesterday still abit blur but I think the most amusing thing of the day yesterday was the fact that gary announced the the shirts in RiverIsland were better than the ones in Zara while we were in zara where he is supposed to be working . Speaking of chel today its her birthday so once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEL.......even thought i already wished her but its ok I can wish her again . I had a pleasent surprise yesterday when my friend dropped by my house to give me chocolates which were really yummy by the way , I'm surpriesed that he remembered me , I ended up going back to his house later on cause apparently we were both spending valentines's alone this year , i only got back at like 10 plus , but i had as much fun as possible for my first valentines day alone again . I think I shall stop blogging or this entry will turn into some kind of endless entry......Adios pple...I love you all

2007-02-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hey people , haven't been blogging like regularly but then again its not because I had better things to do but somehow I just can't seem to find the time to blog cause I really don't know what I have been doing with my time really . Today i fianally made it back to the pool , feel alot better about myself and all the swimming I've been doing and I did some shopping with my mum yesterday and we managed to get her a dress , she actually got a strapless dress , can you imagine MY MUM got herself a strapless dress under my advice of course , I believe in flaunting it if you have it , just because my mum is 40 plus plus means she has to wear clothes that make her look awfully prim and proper , I think one should have fun with the way they dress , of course within the limits of modesty . Whats the point of having a nice chest if you can't show it with the right clothing .My CNY outfit on the otherhand is really simple , it consists of jeans which are being altered as we speak and a really simple blouse which I got from playhound , a shift of sorts and to keep it really simple I got black cord heels which are really hight but no worries I've already practiced walking round in them so I won't fall flat on my face and embarass myself and i decided that that day I shall wear the necklace my uncle got from parkistan which is really intricate and cool of you actually see it , and on chinese new year I shall attempt to get a few pictures with my cousin from the other side. Haha me and ben were comiserating that we were both going to be dateless for valentines's day which is totally sad come to think about it but atleast he has work to keep him ocupied. Oh before I forget I went out with my Big brother for the first time since the dynamics of our relationship changed , it felt abit weird at first but then I totally forgot about it , we went shopping for his clothes for CNY, I found it was really quite easy to treat him like my other brothers who are still sloggin their guts out in England I hope. I already know all the qualities I'm looking for in my next boyfriend thats why I Know it will be awhile before I find antoher one . It just struck me today why I used to enjoy swimming , I enjoyed swimming cause while I was doing it , I never felt like some akaward and lumpy person but like someone with form and to tell the truth it feels really nice to have water gliding all over your body. haha before I divluge into further randomness I shall stop typing , so this is good night folks ....if you read my blog please do tag so i know u've been reading .

Love ,
pet

2007-02-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG the results are fianally in , I PASSED MATHS , according to Mr Yeo that must be the miricle of the year and I agree man . Granted that 99.9% of the people that took O levels last year recieved a cert but I'm still really happy although I'm not really sure if i'm going to be able to get into the course of my choice with my results like that but I shall persistantly put it as my first choice and leave it and see how it goes. After I got my results I went around and mingled with the people and thanking my teachers , I think the hugest credit goes to Mr Pang ( my sec 4 maths teacher who refused to give up) for me being able to pass maths , I was a little upset with my Lit and Combined humans marks to be quite honest case I was expecting atleast a 2 but then again I really do give credit to god for helping me to pass my exams cause I have to admit that I wasnt the most focused during that period so I fell truly blessed that I managed to pass O levels and I honestly keep hoping that he will continue to bless me further and help me achieve what I want to in life . I was truly touched by a little gesture made by Miss Micheal , I mean I really never expected her to check on my maths results beforehand , I really never expected her to care so much for a mere student but she did bother to look up my results. Words cannot describe to you the relief that flows through my body to know that I have passed O levels and that my ten years of study have not gone to waste and that I won't be needing to repeat again. I think with the matter of the results fianally behind me , I honestly wish that I can get a good night's sleep for once , Insomnia is starting to get on my nerves , maybe in a couple of days I shall be able to go back to the pool . I wish everybody luck in their future endevours and i pray that god puts in in ure first choices and I hope you remeber me in your prayers.........sayonara

2007-02-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

I feel like I'm the unlukiest person in the world and that life hates me , not only do I have the misfortune of waking up with muscles cramps in the legs and back pains , maybe I pulled a Hamstring while i was exercising yesterday, then when all can't seem to get any worse I have my period today as well and for those of you who are well aquianted with me also will know that i suffer extreme stomach cramps and for those of you who suffer with me , you know how painful they get , so today between all the cramps and pains , I was confined to the bed and the sofa cause I could barely sit up without wincing , so after an enitre afternoon of trying to bear with the pain , I gave up because even though i went through like 4 pills of the panadol for periods , it still hurt like hell , so my dad being the fantastic dad that he is brought me to the doctors again ( I thought I woulden't have to see her for sometime after my last cold which was like only a few day ago ) and got some stonger medicine for the cramps which is the sole reason I think that the cramps went away and allowed me to sit up and fianally get some blogging done. Haha ok so enough of my ranting about the aliments that I unfortunantly suffer from . I was planning to blog last night but I got home late and was not really in the best of moods to form coherent setences with words cause I was up chatting with my Uncle who celebrated his 35 years of being a priest , his friends and my dad , alot of random stuff came out . However , I think was under like way too much pressue cause like people like kept asking or rather reminding me that the results are coming out on friday liked I'm not stressed out enough then when I tell them how I'm feeling everybody jumps to reassure me that they're sure I willl do very well which leads me to ask the question ,if they were so sure of my abilities in the first place then WHY THE HELL EVEN BOTHER ASKING IF I"M CONFIDENT ABOUT PASSING MY O LEVELS.....I'm sorry I needed to get that off my chest. Well I'm starting to get really bored and the only thing that I'm actually looking forward to is going to chinatown with my big brother provided that I feel better , I mean my legs and given the fact that I need to pry him away from his beloved scouts , sometimes I really miss being somebody's girlfriend but as Yihao so aptly put it if I find a boyfriend for the sake of looking for a boyfriend then it would make me a shallow person so i shall wait . In the meantime , I have my friends and my family...haha well people I'm afarid I must be going , I promised to help huilin with her tag board , so till the next time .

2007-02-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hellos everybody , I'm fianally well enought to sit up and write , not so exhausted and not so sick anymore , feeling alot better really thanks to the doctor and the medicine........My day went almost like normal , I was up till early this morning because I was just dying to watch Ep 12 of Hana Kimi , for those of you that don't know what it is , its that new drama that going to be airing on channel U on the 15th of FEB at seven the one with Ella from SHE and Wu zun from Farenheit ( I think he is really HOT btw) , haha that day just happens to be Chelmin's birthday too...but me being me snuck peeks on the episode posted by Youtube users , Omg I think I'm addicted to it but it really is one of the few precious things that make me laugh really hard and makes me forget that I am really alone in this world save for my family and a few select friends . Getting better from being sick was also good cause I could fianally go to the pool and swim , felt alot better , I think swimming has become a habit for me because I really feel pangs of guilt and some unease when I can't go ...just as well that it has become a habit because It really is the only thing that keeps me sane because I feel rather disconnected from alot of things as well as people ......but then again I learnt in life that there are many things in it that cannot be helped and that people leave each other all the time , people grow apart all the time and saying goodbye is all but a natural thing in life besides I am a firm believer in the saying that " when god closes one door , another is open for you somewhere ". Speaking of which I said that my day was almost a good day , well the reason it made it not a good day because the day of the release of the O level results has officially been announced , Its this friday the 9th from 2.30 onwards so from now until the o level results come out I have a feeling that i'm going to be a little highly strung till i get my results which i hope turns out well....As chel says I really shoulden't be worrying about the results cause the results have been stored at MOE for like almost a month when the anxiety hadn't kicked in yet so well I guess thats that ....As I was sitting in church yesterday something the priest said struck me , its nothing that i havent heard before but it just struck me deeply yesterday . So I shall leave you with the words that got me pondering , till the next post when I am hopefully less agitated.

" what does it profit a man to gain the whole world , but lose his soul "

2007-02-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hellos everybody......for the record I'm sick ...I'm having some 38 degree fever which Is making me really woozy and really sick... I haven't really been in the mood to eat much or rather eat soilds down , I think I really haven"t had much to eat from this evening expect the packet of yougut sweets that my mum brought back , you know the one with Heidi Klum as its spokeswomen........It doesnt tastse that bad. , really good for people with a sweet tooth. My throat also hurts like crap thats why i'm starting to regret the choice of Chilli noodles for brunch , but oh well , whats done is alreay done canot be undone. The one good thing about being sick , it forces me to rest because it tires me out anyway , so it forces a full blown insomniac like myself to sleep at 10 or 10.30 pm instead of 2 am in the morning. I'm starting to realise that I don't really bother much with my own health after I became single since nobody moniters , I myeself simply always forget to take me medicine or can never bother to visit a doctor , I am like the absolute scatterbrain. Haha I think this is so cute my brother came home in his NCC T shirt , i thought he looked absolutlely horrid cause of the cartoon like thing on the back of his T shirt which is apparently supposed to be an elf bur realy since I'm not and artist and don't know better I shall keep my critques to myself or it could just be blurrly vision caused be my fever . I don't think I Can continue sitting up for much longer , so hence , I am obliged to end my post here and wish everybody a good evening....

2007-02-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hellos everybody ...Im all charged up and hyped up mainly cause I just spent time with my cousin we were having dinner together at Chomp-Chomp and for those people who don't know where that is , its that really famous place in serangoon gardens that has alot of really really nice food... but I being me stupidly opted for something that tasted totally yucky ok maybe it wasnt the pasta itself but really my choice of ingredients ,so now I know that I don't like sun dried tomatoes cause of the bitterness , so I ended up trying to fill myself with the combination of Waterchestnut and some other beancurd dessert which wasnt so bad cause I don't think i busted my calorie intake. My cousin met her secondary school friend , haha she couldent recongise her friend for awhile until the poor girl annoucnced her name which was highly embarassing because it forced vet to say that she coulden't remember the girl's name even though the face seemed very familiar to her . Well her friend seemed quite shocked to hear that me and vet were cousins , I think its the disproportionate figure on my part and the fact that maybe either Vet looks quite young for her age or the fact thta I look too old for mine , her friend had this incredelous look when she mentioned that we were related....haha which can only mean one thing I need to be working out on my diet more often....isn't that good for me...so everybody say YAY for pet.... more exercising........Sitting there at chomp chomp i remembered the good datees that I had with my ex there , FELT SO STRANGE being there without him but then again I haven't heard from him since he announced that he was deathly sick on Tuesday...we still keep in contact .... he is now my BIG BROTHER........Had the briefest SMS exchange with daryl just now , glad to see he hasn't lost his cynicism or his perchant for sarcastic comments .....well like i said somethings never change.......TO DARYL if by some coincidence u read this(Highly unlikely )" GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE AND GET A SENSE OF HUMOUR MIGHT DO YOU SOME GOOD"...........XOP....Anyway vet seems to be in better spirits which is way better than the last time I spoke to her.......she must be one small step loser to getting over the JERK....good for her..........The boredem is eating me up inside , thank godness the results are comming out soon , so it is with mixed feelings that await my results day.......Remember to keep me in your prayers as I Keep you in mine....till we meet again ......sayonara

2007-01-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

I think today was a rather trying day or rather the last two hours or so have been trying because I have been trying to help my lil brother locate pictures for his D&T work , i swear to the heavens I now remember the reason why I used to abhor D&T lessons , which would also explain my less than sterling performance in that subject , I don't really think I would have actually passed the subject had it not been for Mr Raj( one of my most favorite teachers ever) who so was so nice as to help me sand and solder my workpiece , anyway back to the topic at hand , what Kind of topic requires pictures of Dirty and Cluttered Resturants , I mean its not as if people who have dined at such resturants would have been allowed to take pictures of the resturants or even linger any longer than they had to , so what makes my bro's teacher think that finding such pictures are easy , to think his teacher had the balls to suggest my little brother patronise such resturants ad tke pictues of the appalling sights , haha i think my dad made and apt comment regarding the suggestion made by his teacher , my dad thought that my lil bro's teacher was not really in right state of mind when he made the suggestion because for my brother to do so would surely spell doom because for my bro because well its not like the owners of the resturants are going to be very pleased about make a pictorial apperance in that catagory . Anyway after many many hours of searching , I have fianally found a few pictures that match the profile , atleast I hope it does . Not only is results day drawing near , I just realised so is valentine's day , this is the first year after 2 years I would have no one to spend the day with for the first time , i feel so unwanted all of a sudden .....not really.......Haha if I do happen to get a date then good.... if not i shall join the thousands and thousands of single people and pray relentlessly that I meet somebody thats good for me by the time the next valentine's day draws near.........I think i have rambled on for long enough I feel that it is time that i let all you good people get back to whatever it is that you guys do ...so till the next time my friends....Ja ne

2007-01-30T20:40:00.001+08:00

Today could be considered one of the most eventful days in my life since i went on a long break , I went to sleep thinking of "Mee Pok " , this could be due to the fact that since I started my diet I have started to crave the most unhealthy food but the funny thing is i have not had cravings this bad for the longest of times, must be my body way of trying to resist the excercise and slimming process. Nevertheless , I will survive and i have also come to accpect that sometimes you give into craving but now i have learnt that its ok to be indulgent as long as I attempt to work extra hard and lose all the extra calories that I take in .....SO i gave into the craving and i had "MEE POK" for lunch thats about like 1700 Calories which means an extra 10 laps or so at the swimming pool.....so not looking forward to it. If your thinking that my day was eventful because I caved into my craving then you were deathly wrong because if it were just that then maybe just maybe I might have a very very boring life , well as it so happens today YEVETTE my cousin broke up with her boyfriend whom I have aptly named the Jerk so we had this long long conversation and she seemed so sad and cut up and that jerk had the balls to put the blame on her for his not having any feeling for her anymore.....THE ASSHOLE.....I say good riddance to bad trash but however she seemed so deathly upset about it that all i could do was try my best to comfort her but I thinks she needs to get used to being single again , I mean I think she is truly shocked by it and I feel bad that she's so sad so if anybody knows a guy that is good at healing broken hearts please feel free to mention it to me . Meanwhile , I highly doubt her EX boyfriend is going to be going away scot free......meanwhile all i want to say to YEVETTE is healing a broken heart is not that that bad , it gets better with time and just take it one day at a time...and I'll always be here if you need me so chin up girl you will do better without him . I just realised the theme of my blog is falling in love again , hopefully it will be a good luck charm , anyways for those of you who are yet unaware , me and the person who is now my ex have already parted ways , we both agreed it was for the best and i wish him all the best and i will be happy to hear from him anytime. I'm starting to get all jittery and stuff cause the results are comming out and I'm just very very afraid for myself , I want to go to poly and study......well please keep me in your prayers if you happen to be praying for your results cause I'll pary for yours to .........Haha I Just can't seem to think of how to put my thoughts in words because at the moment in the background my mother and little brother are glued to the television watching some Korean Drama.......oh btw i think its just so weird how much my brother likes to watch korean dramas and i thought that I was the wuss for liking weepy romance novels and dramas....WELL APPARENTLY.......I WAS WRONG........so since I am being driven to distraction by the television set currently i shall check in when I am able to form More coherent thoughts.......till next time...ADIOS.....

2007-01-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

Heys people this is my first post ever , please be kind to me if i make tiny errors and take pity on my poor tired eyes cause i just spent close to an hour reading HTML codes , after many months of sitting on my arse I fianally decided to create a new blog and try to make and effort to try to blog and update my life .I'm so happy with myself for actually completing this amazing feat , i say feat because i hardly know anything about HTML codes so hence this blog was alot of trail and error . So after changing the blogskin and music countless times , this is my final piece of work .Finally thank you christopher for teaching me how to get the blogmusic and the tag board and stuff , without you i would have truly been lost . Lastly to all you people who bother to check in with my life please please tag me so that Know who has been reading bout my life . Got to go mother is being a nag as usual.