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Saturday, June 09, 2007 &

Hey people , long time no chat , for people that still bother to check back to my blog every once in awhile ,thanks for showing that you care enough to check well even though you know that the chances of my having updated is close to zero. I've been rather busy this entire half a month , between the various projects that were due and the preparation for the common test I was too busy to even take a breather , so to all the people there that assume that poly people are very very free and that nurses are dumb and don't have much studying to do please revise your thinking . I've been way too busy tearing my hair out trying to prepare for common test , I don't think I've ever been so hardworking in my life , throughout this entire 2 weeks i believe that I have done more than a 100 hours of studying just to prepare for commons , I dread to think what it would be like when I actually have to prepare for an exam , maybe I should try to start preparing for the exam earlier that sort of stuff saves me from trying to cram up all in the infomation in the short time span they give us to study. Speaking of studying , I need to give a big shoutout to lowell cause he needs a lil encouragement cause the LAZY ASS thinks that this is still secondary school and that he can pass with one eye closed but I feel that I need to keep reminding him that he already in pre-u and that he needs to work hard if he wants to dream of doing anything good in the future. Poly seems to be getting better for me , atleast I'm not so much of a stranger to everybody in my class , I've sorta found friends in the class and we hang out together , but I feel really blessed cause even though I've been able to make new friends , I haven't forgotten the old ones , ever since going to poly me and chel have been spending good quality time which is just great cause even though I've made new friends , its not the same as being around chel and everybody else that has known me for almost a decade , cause around them I'm comfortable and I don't need to be anything other than myself and they will still accpect me for who I am weirdness and all. I miss secondary school days sometimes mainly cause I miss having Chel a flight of stairs down from me , I miss having Huilin being in the class next to me and swapping gossip with her over recess and having coffee with her ( but luckily we still keep in contact , going out with her soon xp ). Poly has changed me in alot of ways too , I've become a little more confident I think , more enthu about alot more stuff , still not to fond of camps but I'm working one it , haha ...well recently I volunteered to become a bay ambassador which is just another pretty name for Usher but altleast I get to usher the VIPS XDDD.....I bet all of you just have your mouths hanging out in wide open shock cause the pet you knew would never voluntarily put herself in such a position. Well I know I can manage , I haven't really been having alot of CCAs Cause well we were not able to have much activities cause well really its been the secondary and Primary school holidays so there hasnt really been much mentoring or rather I think we have to mentor the kids during Non term time which I find abit sad but oh well and as for CYA we're stopped meeting cause well it was near the commons but we will prolly start again after school starts. I'm going to be on attachment soon again but I promise that I shall try to update as much cause well I'm having me break but even so I don't think that I can update everyday cause well I'll still have to go back to school for project meetings and stuff like that PLUS PLUS its my bday month and I get to become 17 officially on the 18th of June so everybody say YAY for me . Today I attended the most georgeous wedding even though it wasnt the most organised , it was my cousin wedding , He and his new wife have been together for 18 yrs now , one would shudder to think at how many trials and tribulations that they have gone through all the years, yet I think its so beautiful when 2 people can come together and tie the knot and promise to have to and to love and have each other for the rest of their life, she was the glowing bride and he was every bit the charming groom, oh and the other upside of going to the wedding for me was that I got to see very very hot fighter pilots , but seriously after attending the ceremony , I started to wonder if I will ever find a guy that wll treasure me as much as my cousin treasures hid wife , as much as my grandfather cherished my granmum even though he never showed it that much, as much as my dad treasures my mum , wisdom assures me that I will and that I just have to trust in god . I really do need a special someone to come along and show me that I am special and important to him though I doubt I will meetanybody that way anytime soon. I think that this has been a long enough post so I shall let everybody off and kill you by making hte post any longer. With hugs and kisses pet