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Wednesday, March 21, 2007 &

I'm so stressed and I'm way way too tired and haven't like really been in the mood to blog or I have been rather Caught up , So caught up in fact that I completely that Tmr is my lil bro bday , the only reason I now know that it is gng to be his birthday tmr is because he walked into my room demanding to know what I got him for his birthday and thats when I realised that I've been too busy to even remember thats its my brother's birthday which totally makes me a horrible sister atleast thats what it feels like in my book...the poor boy. I went for my medical check up today , I think its the first time I literally had to pee in a plastic cup, u'd think that they would actually have good lab bottles , oh wells but almost everything with my check up was fine but according to the the doctor I had abit of white blood cells in my Urine , so now I'm waiting for my blood work to come back to show that I have a clean bill of health...Taking the blood was a pain for me cause the way that the doc started to draw blood , it hurt like hell and really the doctor made me jittery so I guess thats why it hurt all the much more. I'm so tired lately and I don't really feel like doing alot and all the things are suddenly like pilling infront of me for admissions and I'm glad I got most things out of the things on the list almost done but I swear to god its still alot. These days one of the few reasons I'm sane is cause Ben keeps talking to me and keeping me company but sometimes I feel really bad that I need to bug him , even though he says its fine but really I still feel that I am an intruder in his life sometimes , he really is a darling come to think of it. Ok I'm starting to babble so I shall go off..tatas