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Wednesday, February 07, 2007 &

I feel like I'm the unlukiest person in the world and that life hates me , not only do I have the misfortune of waking up with muscles cramps in the legs and back pains , maybe I pulled a Hamstring while i was exercising yesterday, then when all can't seem to get any worse I have my period today as well and for those of you who are well aquianted with me also will know that i suffer extreme stomach cramps and for those of you who suffer with me , you know how painful they get , so today between all the cramps and pains , I was confined to the bed and the sofa cause I could barely sit up without wincing , so after an enitre afternoon of trying to bear with the pain , I gave up because even though i went through like 4 pills of the panadol for periods , it still hurt like hell , so my dad being the fantastic dad that he is brought me to the doctors again ( I thought I woulden't have to see her for sometime after my last cold which was like only a few day ago ) and got some stonger medicine for the cramps which is the sole reason I think that the cramps went away and allowed me to sit up and fianally get some blogging done. Haha ok so enough of my ranting about the aliments that I unfortunantly suffer from . I was planning to blog last night but I got home late and was not really in the best of moods to form coherent setences with words cause I was up chatting with my Uncle who celebrated his 35 years of being a priest , his friends and my dad , alot of random stuff came out . However , I think was under like way too much pressue cause like people like kept asking or rather reminding me that the results are coming out on friday liked I'm not stressed out enough then when I tell them how I'm feeling everybody jumps to reassure me that they're sure I willl do very well which leads me to ask the question ,if they were so sure of my abilities in the first place then WHY THE HELL EVEN BOTHER ASKING IF I"M CONFIDENT ABOUT PASSING MY O LEVELS.....I'm sorry I needed to get that off my chest. Well I'm starting to get really bored and the only thing that I'm actually looking forward to is going to chinatown with my big brother provided that I feel better , I mean my legs and given the fact that I need to pry him away from his beloved scouts , sometimes I really miss being somebody's girlfriend but as Yihao so aptly put it if I find a boyfriend for the sake of looking for a boyfriend then it would make me a shallow person so i shall wait . In the meantime , I have my friends and my family...haha well people I'm afarid I must be going , I promised to help huilin with her tag board , so till the next time .