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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 &

Today could be considered one of the most eventful days in my life since i went on a long break , I went to sleep thinking of "Mee Pok " , this could be due to the fact that since I started my diet I have started to crave the most unhealthy food but the funny thing is i have not had cravings this bad for the longest of times, must be my body way of trying to resist the excercise and slimming process. Nevertheless , I will survive and i have also come to accpect that sometimes you give into craving but now i have learnt that its ok to be indulgent as long as I attempt to work extra hard and lose all the extra calories that I take in .....SO i gave into the craving and i had "MEE POK" for lunch thats about like 1700 Calories which means an extra 10 laps or so at the swimming pool.....so not looking forward to it. If your thinking that my day was eventful because I caved into my craving then you were deathly wrong because if it were just that then maybe just maybe I might have a very very boring life , well as it so happens today YEVETTE my cousin broke up with her boyfriend whom I have aptly named the Jerk so we had this long long conversation and she seemed so sad and cut up and that jerk had the balls to put the blame on her for his not having any feeling for her anymore.....THE ASSHOLE.....I say good riddance to bad trash but however she seemed so deathly upset about it that all i could do was try my best to comfort her but I thinks she needs to get used to being single again , I mean I think she is truly shocked by it and I feel bad that she's so sad so if anybody knows a guy that is good at healing broken hearts please feel free to mention it to me . Meanwhile , I highly doubt her EX boyfriend is going to be going away scot free......meanwhile all i want to say to YEVETTE is healing a broken heart is not that that bad , it gets better with time and just take it one day at a time...and I'll always be here if you need me so chin up girl you will do better without him . I just realised the theme of my blog is falling in love again , hopefully it will be a good luck charm , anyways for those of you who are yet unaware , me and the person who is now my ex have already parted ways , we both agreed it was for the best and i wish him all the best and i will be happy to hear from him anytime. I'm starting to get all jittery and stuff cause the results are comming out and I'm just very very afraid for myself , I want to go to poly and study......well please keep me in your prayers if you happen to be praying for your results cause I'll pary for yours to .........Haha I Just can't seem to think of how to put my thoughts in words because at the moment in the background my mother and little brother are glued to the television watching some Korean Drama.......oh btw i think its just so weird how much my brother likes to watch korean dramas and i thought that I was the wuss for liking weepy romance novels and dramas....WELL APPARENTLY.......I WAS WRONG........so since I am being driven to distraction by the television set currently i shall check in when I am able to form More coherent thoughts.......till next time...ADIOS.....